I Hate Life's Rollercoasters

So i went back and forth about going to Pima next semester and Eastern. But i know now that need to go back to Tucson and go to Pima, as much as i don't want to, that's what i'm supposed to do. So, as a result, i'm moving back to Tucson the day after school gets out and going to school there. It sucks but at the same time, it's kind of exciting-ish... i don't know exactly.

Life's Decisions!

So i know i've said that i'm not coming back to Eastern and i'm going back to Tucson forever but i'm not 100% sure about that choice! i've pretty much decided that i'm going to work over the summer at the movie theatre in Tucson and at least try to save up enough to live here some more! i want to come back more than i ever thought i did and i can't just throw in the towel and call it a day with my choice to go to Tucson. Plus, one of my contributing factors is the fact that this soon-to-be-RM is possibly going there! i just have to see if there are any club rugby teams here! this is my new mission because i want to see him more often and hopefully he and i will become great friends! :) we're hoping!

Excitements and not so Excitements

a lot has happened since last time i wrote. i am officially moving back to tucson on May 15th or so and im never going back to eastern again. its super sad and i am deeply gonna miss it here but i know it's what i'm supposed to be doing with my life. but it's gonna make life so so so much easier! i will have a job, a car, cheaper school, no rent, and more time with my family and not around roommates that annoy me all the time! not one of them though! u know who u are! ;) but i love them all none the less.

i'm also going to get a dog the next litter my cousin's dog has! i can't wait! i was going to buy one of the four from this litter but it would be too much stress on my family right now so i can't. i was super sad when my mom said i can't get her so to make up for it, she got me a stuffed dog and named it sophie, which is what i was going to name her anyways! i love my mom! she's my best friend and my closest companion no matter what!

so, along with moving comes packing and i haven't even started and i'm going crazy! i know i don't even move for like three more months but i get really wrestless when i don't start packing in advanced because i don't like last minute packing! it is super annoying to me!

I have to teach tomorrow in gospel principles, and im kind of excited! i taught a while ago and i loved it! so i volunteered this week! besides it will give me something to keep my mind off of the fact that my great great aunt Beth died today. she was really old and had alsymers really bad so it was a good thing she passed but it's super sad. she was like a mother to my grandma so i went over there today and comforted my grandma till like ten this evening. i am so beat and tired! but the good thing is that my dad came down from tucson to see my grandma so i got to see him too! and my car! he let me drive it and have it tonight! i love him so so much!

Well i'm going to bed! i'm super tired and i need a shower for tomorrow!